My sweet solitude

My sweet solitude

May be if I get lost long enough , I'll find myself .

Well , I choose to forgive ..
It’s not because I’m weak , not because you haven’t sinned .
I choose to forgive cause I’m strong enough now to .. cause I understand that even the most perfect looking things , have their tiny little flaws , that are only revealed by time . I forgive cause mistakes are acceptable , and they are always a good reminder of the reality .. away from every illusion the mind is tricked into .
I forgive cause I’ve been gently awakened . And for that I’m thankful



i want to move to a small apartment by myself in a new city and i want to decide which furniture i want and what i want for dinner and whether or not i want to stay out all night and i want to travel and meet new people and fall in love and go have my own adventures because i’m sick of this washed-up place filled with annoying people


and in times I have that strong need for someone to talk to and I’m feeling so lonely 

once I’m talking with someone I can’t stand but to end the conversation and go back to my solitude and then loneliness strikes one more time in and endless circuit  

"I always feel like I’m struggling to become someone else. Like I’m trying to find a new place, grab hold of a new life, a new personality. I guess it’s part of growing up; it’s also an attempt to reinvent myself."
-Haruki Murakami

(via seulray)

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So she just sat there waiting ..

and waiting can kill you specially when you have no idea what you are waiting for or when the hell will it come .

Hope is dangerous they said .. it’s lethal in case that there is not sparkle of light , it’s all dark and you’re completely lost

"I want this day to be my fresh start. I want this to be the day I step out of my comfort zone and go somewhere new."
-Jessi Kirby, Golden (via simply-quotes)
"I walked away feeling so proud of myself to take that step, I didn’t look back. I kept walking till I got tired and now I am wondering why did I end up alone? I stopped walking and fell into pieces instead."
-RK (via rimkhorshid)
"She wasn’t happy, but then she wasn’t unhappy. She wasn’t anything. But I don’t believe anyone is a nothing. There has to be something inside, if only to keep the skin from collapsing."
-John Steinbeck, Travels with Charley (via larmoyante)

ويوما ما ستتذكرين تلك الايام وتبتسمين ولربما اطلقتي ضحكة معلنة انها قد مرت بسلام

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