My sweet solitude

My sweet solitude

May be if I get lost long enough , I'll find myself .

No more buzzing tonight 

there will be no rain or light

Defeated , pleaded , loud screams 

outstanding the worst of dreams 

No more echoing loud laughs 

there will be no cracking glass 

Up to the rainbows .. straight to the core 

every thought became so sore 

No more hugs or kisses

there will be no more blisses 

Burning ashes .. burning hopes

loosening once so tight ropes 

No more nothing but solitude 

No more glee ..

No more me .

If you miss someone, what would make you forget? Anonymous

I think there is no particular way to stop missing someone or forgetting ‘bout him 
i guess we should just adjust to that fact and make peace with the idea 

"أشعر بكآبة غريبة. مثل كآبة شخص جهز نفسه مطولا لموعد على العشاء مع شلة أصدقاء مقربين ثمّ اكتشف أنه أتى وحده."
-مريم الساعدي (via alshaikha)

(Source: selma-a)

Missing something once brought me here .. here where I met you .. now it’s you whom I miss , It’s you who brought me back .

"Perhaps somewhere, someplace deep inside your being, you have undergone important changes while you were sad."
-Rainer Maria Rilke (via drunk-on-books)
"When I say I want to travel I don’t mean I want to stay at resorts and go on tours with tour guides or buy key chains from souvenir shops. I don’t want to be a tourist. When I say I want to travel I mean I want to explore another country and become part of it. I want to discover small coffee shops in Germany and Italy and France. I want to walk on beaches in Australia and browse the book stores of England. I want to hike the Great Wall of China and go cliff diving in Hawaii I want to meet people who are not like me, but people who I can like all the same. I want to take pictures of things and places and people I meet. I want my mind to be in constant awe of life on earth. I want to see things with new eyes. I want to look at a map and be able to remember how I was transformed by the places I’ve been to the things I’ve seen and the people I’ve met. I want to come home and realize that I have not come home whole but have left a piece of my heart in each place I have been. This, I think, is what is at the heart of Adventure and this is why I plan on making my life one."
"ﻣﺘﺮﺑﻄﺶ ﺭﻭﺣﻚ ﺑﺮﻭﺡ ﺣﺪ ﻣﺶ ﻣﺎﺳﻚ ﻑ ﺍﻳﺪﻙ ﻛﻮﻳﺲ ﻭﻣﻜﻠﺒﺶ ﻓﻴﻬﺎ"
-(via aldonia3ksi)

(Source: mahael3base)

Well , I choose to forgive ..
It’s not because I’m weak , not because you haven’t sinned .
I choose to forgive cause I’m strong enough now to .. cause I understand that even the most perfect looking things , have their tiny little flaws , that are only revealed by time . I forgive cause mistakes are acceptable , and they are always a good reminder of the reality .. away from every illusion the mind is tricked into .
I forgive cause I’ve been gently awakened . And for that I’m thankful



i want to move to a small apartment by myself in a new city and i want to decide which furniture i want and what i want for dinner and whether or not i want to stay out all night and i want to travel and meet new people and fall in love and go have my own adventures because i’m sick of this washed-up place filled with annoying people