No more buzzing tonight
there will be no rain or light
Defeated , pleaded , loud screams
outstanding the worst of dreams
No more echoing loud laughs
there will be no cracking glass
Up to the rainbows .. straight to the core
every thought became so sore
No more hugs or kisses
there will be no more blisses
Burning ashes .. burning hopes
loosening once so tight ropes
No more nothing but solitude
No more glee ..
No more me .
I think there is no particular way to stop missing someone or forgetting ‘bout him
i guess we should just adjust to that fact and make peace with the idea
Missing something once brought me here .. here where I met you .. now it’s you whom I miss , It’s you who brought me back .
Well , I choose to forgive ..
It’s not because I’m weak , not because you haven’t sinned .
I choose to forgive cause I’m strong enough now to .. cause I understand that even the most perfect looking things , have their tiny little flaws , that are only revealed by time . I forgive cause mistakes are acceptable , and they are always a good reminder of the reality .. away from every illusion the mind is tricked into .
I forgive cause I’ve been gently awakened . And for that I’m thankful
i want to move to a small apartment by myself in a new city and i want to decide which furniture i want and what i want for dinner and whether or not i want to stay out all night and i want to travel and meet new people and fall in love and go have my own adventures because i’m sick of this washed-up place filled with annoying people